Wednesday, September 19, 2018
To my Beautiful sister. I have loved you very much since you was born. You have been a friend , a loving sister, a starlight to my heart. You helped me threw some tough time's. That without you I don't think I could have gotten threw "at least with my sanity intact". We have laughed together, cried together, danced ,and yes even disagreed. That is part of being sister's. We don't always have to agree to know We Love- Loved one another.. We was allot alike and we were very much different. I will miss you always ... I feel like a large part of my heart has a whole in it that can never be filled. But, I am hoping that the memories of all the many time's we shared. The months and years we relied on each other's company to get to the next faze of our lives will over time help to heal the hole in my heart. And, though nothing is ever the same as having you here to talk, to to get a much needed hug, to have a shoulder to cry on that not many have ever really knew all of what makes me me and what made you you. So many things will remind me of you planting flowers, flower's blooming in the spring after the cold winter. Holiday gathering's, MUSIC in my heart and in my head. The warmth of a glowing fire, gathering of firewood in the fall. The beauty of fall colors. Children's laughter. So very many things. I hate thinking of all the pain you went threw for the ability to come home to be with your family surrounded by the one's that love you how very hard it was for you to make the dissension that you made, and made without fear. But, the trust that some time we will be together again. And, we will be able to dance again. Until then I will keep you in my heart filling that void with all the many memory's you gave to me and to many. I will for ever Love You. Dove ...
