"Jon Boy" I know some time has passed just couldn't bring myself to even believe that you are gone. We shared a very special friendship that even death could not take away for you are in my heart forever. I watched as you suffered...from a distance near the end I know but I couldn't see you hurt any more. You were wonderful to my boys and they have very special memories of Uncle Jon and our second home in China. The hard part is I'm not even sure what happened to you and I wish I could have some kind of closure but one thing that I'm sure of is that you are at peace now and we both know that was not something that came easily in your world. Save a seat in heaven for me my friend, Love you forever .Love you too" Lily Bug" HUGS....Bye for now Anita
